5 question to polyamory http://www.yourtango.com/2013185412/polyamorous-could-open-relationship-be-right-you

#1 how you would like it to look like
having a romantic affair with another women. while having wife permission. take part of orgy. having threesome with my wife. mmf and ffm

#2 your motivation for wanting this
beforehand i was a strong willed monogamist, and because this ideal is hardly achieved i been cuck and it destroyed me. I accepted it happened, i accepted that it was unachievable without loosing something. Then i stoped expecting it. From acceptation i unleashed many fantasy and i come to be that i dont want to be exclusive anymore.

#3 do you get jealous
yes, and i dont want to react on it anymore, because there is no way to prevent loved on to cheat. I want to learn compersion. I wont let this destroy me anymore. Cheating is not the end of the world anymore. when i think about past jealousy, i think more about the mistake i did than the actual act. She didnt humilated you, she scored.

#4 are you possessive
I understood that i cant possess human being. But i was when i truly beleaved monoamory.

#5 Are you willing to engage in complete honesty
I already am. That was how i was monoamory in first place.