Telling me you are sorry dont change anything to what happened.
You did thing to me i wound never do to you because i love you.
You cant just say i didnt know what i was doing, you wouldnt have needed to lie if it was true.
You cant just say it will never happen again. after a third times.
You cant say today I am your forever, for the third time.
I tried very hard to overcome jalousy, but you didnt try to be faithfull.
So i'll stop being faithfull so you will have to work on jalousy too.
I am not anymore ready to make it work at the cost of myself.
for now one, if you dont invest yourself like i did alone for us. relation will die, because im already done.

I feel you confessed your manipulative behavior because i cornered you.
I feel that you stoped lying because i became better than you at your game.
I feel you are respecting me now because i beaten you at the mind game.
Now i feel you are refraining your bad mood because i triangulated you to show you how it feel.
I feel like you confessed only because i called you whore.
I feel that you needed to be hurted back in order to stop hurting me for fun.
I feel that i had to become bad in order to survive you.
I feel like you wont really show me real apology for cheating me unless i cheat too.

I was wrong we were not that great. You were not real, I were not myself.
I was wrong to let your jalousy isolate me.
I was wrong to fight for your attention instead of not accepting being triangulated
I was wrong to trust you so easily, i should have stand for my need.
I was wrong to take all blame and accept all your complain because I was not that bad.
I was wrong to think my feeling were considered, i did most of the consession.
I was wrong to bond with you because it now feel like barbwire.
I was wrong to let you the power to break my hearth again.