I really understood what it meant to love when i lost you.
You were a good girl, i was a coward.
Coward to write a letter
Coward to dump you
Coward to visit you
Coward to phone you

I cheated you.
And i didnt understand what I was doing. 
I just wanted you both.

it hurt me a lot when i knew you were beaten up by your husband
but i didnt save you.
I was thinking to protect my love story with myelle by ending contact.

I never been the boy you remembered.