being clutered with thing
	it was nearly impossible to break free from material possession.
	we were always over stocked and no way to reduce it
	it took more than 10 year to make her start understanding
	I wont ever be imposed accumulation of thing

I had the perfect bed.
	no noise when having sex.
	but she throwed it away
	i ordered my minimalistic bed
	she litterally put a knife in my queen foam matress

I wont ever have to jump over boxes to move
	i repeat again, i am free from accumulative symdrome
	i will be able to receave peeps
	i will be able to move to a new house

I wont tolerate anymore someone who dont respect when i say no
	for sex and or activity
	no one have to use emotional abuse against me

My free time is sacred
	i wont anymore have to vow my entire free time into nurturing a relationship
	the was the hardest sacrifice i had to do
	i have to admit that i had to HIDE in order to make project.

I wont ever against bid on a longterm.
	only short term benefit.
	i just loosed all my saving on long term