@2016-11-04
I cant promise anything.
I cant commit.
I cant move in.
I cant be there at anytime.
I dont really have anything to offer.
Beside some brief moment together, a kiss, a make out, sex.

The only thing i can offer is memories of a perfect relation because we wont test it through time.
I will end short, and be only a positive experience.
But i will never forget you.

I hope to see you one day.

@2016-11-07
I want to be vulnerable against.
I want to let my guard down in front of someone.
I want to see someone who make me feel i am worth it.
i am marching through a journey where i know ill need a shoulder to cry on.
I need someone who will make me feel as much special as i feel she 's special.

@2016-11-08
i am selfish, I just want to recover from the infidelity i survived, i just want myelle to have nightmare too.
I want myelle to give up on pride in order to have me back.
I cant imagine how it will be with a new lover. It completly out of my imagination. how can i handle it.

@2016-11-11
how can i love another woman if i cant forgive myelle.
i think the road to forgiveness would be easier if she was not already tormenting me for raising her esteem.
She is so eiger to make me get over it. she dont understand that getting over it mean getting over her;
I am pretty sure that forgiveness will come with a breakup.
I am desillusionned, in reallity i just want sex with an hot chix. because it is the only reconfort i could get.
but can i ever feel real love, the one that is exciting, not a burden.
can i one day feel vulnerable against ? or will i fall in her trap again.

@2016-12-07
I imagine you have very bad teeth, and smoke a lot. have a rough voice.
and still turned on by it. basicly a merge between elyse and myelle.