Most relation begin with those flirty moment. A short lived feeling that maybe evolve into a true relationship or fail. It only happen in the begining, and then vanish. People who fantasise cheating are maybe search that emotion. They dont really want to cheat but they want to enjoy those flirty moment they had in the begining. Some people will choose the dark path of infidelity, causing arm to himself, to his commitment and to his crush. Everyone get hurts and nobody win. I fantasise about being unfaithfull for the same reason, its a border i dont want to cross but I still search for that intense moment you are connecting with someone you like. That bonding stage that would need first to break with my wife if I want to feel it again with the same person. My fantasy evolve in a parallel world in my mind were true event are changed so a flirty story that never happen is imagined. mm She is plump, sometime chubby, sometime strong, sometime like a whale. Well she eat compulsively. She is a bookworm and would be excellent mother, she cook, knit, dance. She is perfect fat girl. I really do appreciate her long hair and her pulp lips. I get boner just imagining rubbing her huge ass between my hand. Even simply humping her would make me cum. saw her once she was just out the shower with a towel under the armpit like a dress and one around her head. No make up, she was beautyfull. I dont feel that its necessary to show her my feeling, i am only turned on by her body. shes gorgeous. -i imagined her standing but bend so she loot her hand bag for something and I grab her ass both hand, she rise and i tell her gently behind her back, one word and i stop then i start giving her caresse all her body without touching herogen part like tits. I rub my groin between her ass and instead of pushing me or simply say stop, her hand reach my ass front behind her back and another hand go over her shoulder and grab my head, she twist her neck to look at me and i look at her. We kiss then jump cut, her pant fell on her ankle but still same pose but she bend so i can see myself entering her from behind. She rose up again after my intrusion. Once done she lift her pant do a few step away from me looking opposite while fastening her belt. Look at me then come for a kiss then go away. -I also fantasise that i am completely wasted with myelle and mm, and then she start to kiss myelle and then i observe them making out. -I imagine that I catch her smoking a cigarette and while its completely not what we expect from her , it explain the great amount of shame that make it a secret. I start asking her to smoke like a femme fatale by describing her how she should do. Then I start taking picture of her smoking in a sexy way with her own cellphone. Then i left leaving her the task of deleting the picture I took of her secret so she can see how i see her. E It is already said that she like me. She told i am handsome and wouldnt be distant if i were alone. Once she knew about my limerence, she became close. she passed me a lighter and her index touched my tenderly. It was like voluntary. She once told she is into threesome. She kind of maintain eyes contact. also physical contact. i dont know what to think because i enjoy it in a flirty way. L.R. Dont really know her, stayed far away for a while because she is physicaly my type. But it turn out we have to work together. I am not attracted beyond the erotic point. I kind off start to appreciate her personnality, and she is not shy. she showed me her legs today pointing invisible spot, i got biten by a bug here. She told me her birthday. same as I. I got limerent to someone as teen for the same reason. -i already had a fantasy of her. were we had a work travel in another country and she got wild then I stayed with her as protection then ended making love all the night. mm she invited us to foresta lumina and we had a very romantic walk me and myelle. While in the crowd, I felt mm chest against my back like if she was trying to push me or hug me. I was holding the waist of my wife btw. About the attraction, Myelle told that when its beautifull it stay in her head, mm said that I should always be in her head. Feel like she acknowledge i am pretty. I have to admit it feel really great to be desired. But it is stress full to see my wife anxious. lr was having a mothafuconversation about sport with the guy who come work on bike. She entered the workplace and looked at me. Reached the kitchen then looked in my direction several time. elyse we hanged out at her place me and myelle. at the end she hugged me. i looked her in the eyes and smiled. i wanted to see how she look when she feel pretty. i think i may be carefull. she maybe really want me. elyse she came home, hugged me twice, looked gorgeous, a flower in the hair and my wife was even more beautyfull , black dress and hipster hair i wussed , i didnt looked at her in the eye. More i know her, less im willing to cheat myelle with her. sad for her elyse again she came at tge party. she had a backpack expanded by its content. i hugged her and puted a hand on her ass by accident (really an accident) i removed it as soon i realised and apologised she didnt responded she slept at home. i said she was pretty in her dress. she departed without saying bye in the morning. it was myelle 36 bday party. the day before. she said something like : i hace something to ask you. then hesited. then asked could you help your wife to clean after the party. i thanked her to help me being more attentive husband. L.R. 2016-07-25 She say hello even if i dont look at her. dont think she is into me, but she want deffinitely to be nice. But the fact, there is chance she have an active sex drive. If so , then she fantasise on every male she start knowing. that include me. @2016-07-26 after some research about flirt, i can eliminate L.R. from the suspicions, she is professionnal. and I find her cute. E is definitly doing it, many sign show that she may have in the past praticed seduction. Her sensual manner tell everything. can still be innocent flirt she touch, she spend time alnoe, she seam to have something to say, we have emotional talk, eye contact, personal space. MM probably did without premedite, like if she couldn help herself. and it somewhat gave her confidence. Her personal confidence booster friend. she spent time alone with me, and it was fantastic, simple as eating vegetable with humus, or doing the dishes together. she self interested into my interest, readed asimov and attend computer certificate S simply half flirted with male friend. its only behavioral. V didnt at all. @2016-08-02 elyse. i didnt see elyse since two weeks. she entered my masturbation scenario. i discovered the boyfriend destroyer technique. s and elyse definitely used that technique on me. -she tell me how perfect my couple is. that it last forever. -she is making a push pull patern like fractionation. -of course i knew her and i said, im with someone but i still hanged with her i cant blame her for being that desperate. i understabd that at 32 with arthritis and cigarette habit, she have poor chance to find real love by her self. she could have been crushing on me since the begining. because i was gentleman with her. magalie i looked at her smoking a cigaro like a femme fatale. like melanie, like sharon. of course i liked her. but i was completely invisible to her so i didnt insisted. and i observed everyone equally.. she is black haired curly. her tint is uniforn. i only been able to appreciate her smoking while arround the fire at night. she look at her boyfriend (favorite cousin) with love and maybe some guilt. he looked at her with sadness. it was beauty full. of course i crushed on her but i also crusbed on the couple. she is shory like me. a caring mother (two lovely girl) she is a talented cook. little chubby like a mother. he is a shop worker. like sport. really nice extraverted person. emily she passed by me several time . looking at me. she huged me and kept me by anckle. i was frightened. was like a deliberate flirt. but arrived very late and i didnt had chance to observe her normal behavior. excess of physical affection are often seen on new wave people. she is inot numerology. well Elyse She just began a relation with a new friend, let observe if she is as mutch flirty as before Elyse I saw her, she was wearing a gorgeous chinese dress. she was looking at me a lot. we innocently flirted. she touched my finger every time she touch the blunt. We hugged longuer than necessary and my arm slided from her back to her elbow while releasing (looking in the eyes) she tried to reach my arm but stopped feeling awkward it appear that the so-called future boyfriend is not so clear and she still flirt with me. I daydream about her. and i start having moth in my tummy. deffinitely attracted. MM she experience relationship problem. he is not commiting,and she is not getting younger. she want kids, he dont. she need to broke up but she is affraid to be alone. @2016-09-02 elyse seam to have distanced myelle is hysterical bound i confessed to tibo, he really helped me, he informed me that myelle is affectively dependant and is emotionnally enough to cheat if i dont give her attention. That make a lot of sence. As long as i give her lot of attention, i will get my personnal time, and maybe wont even bother if i cheat. The toad. When i see a woman often , i start seeing her beauty, even if it dont fit me. The toad is a makeup girl. with auburn hair @2016-09-10 i have to admit that i kind of infatuated my feeling around elyse lately. it made me emotionnally neglect myelle whom im still tempted to destroy for her infidelitty i still hardly cope with the idea to cheat. elyse backed off with some clue about myelle being aware. myelle mentionned her lack of control caused by hormone. but this day it was my bday partt. and she came. we didnt have contact. but we exhanged emotionally. still had a hug and a picture marie michelle we exhanged emotionalt too. talked a lot. she had good time she spanked me twice. making it a joke. but she never do that. i looked at her. growling. but i k ew she was sending me a signal. it felt like so. i rememberat foresta lumina she said i am pretty. i camt do anythibg else than caring for her asking her a lot how she feel. i sticked my knee to her leg "innocently" amd she kind of not pulled it away. we exchanged eye gaze.it is still not obvious. but will stay aware that maybe. @2016-09-16 I asked open relationship and confessed elyse to myelle. finally myelle didnt knew anything. I have no active flirt. Maybe marie but it would be agaist some of my principle, it hurt, dont do this to a friend. I imagine myself flirting with Marianne just to piss off justin. but i odnt think i am her type and ill end up piss off two people. We dont really have many friend. It is hard to find a flirt that will be enjoyable and stay secret. Marie is always a good choice, she is gorgeous and really like me as a person. She know i love her ass and she is not pushed away by that fact. She still hang out with me. and consider my opinion. she was the one who did try to help me went my world collapsed, she is the one who understand. @2016-09-20 the toad [not really respectfull name] I saw her without glasses, with make up she now do gorgeous eye lashes. not that i enjoy it particulary it make me noting the cut of eyelid. she is pretty despite all artifice. I also noticed that hand and arm are covered of tatoo. She is always on every bus I take, even when im late. I think she noticed the common coincidence. I ll start having a chat with her if i happen to be late again and see her. she is likely working in cosmetic area of a drugstore. because of the white colar she wear. I call her the toad because her lips are alway contracted mouth shut. only a dense ipstick color appear instead of a mouth. And it feel so small on her face. Why I consider that make up girl. I just noticed an hair technic while I was passing by. And i was the only one whom could notice it. And she noticed me since. She always avoid eye contact with me. that is making me think that she want to be alone. but maybe she want me to talk to her. observe and think wise. And try to think of another name. The Toad. why i start talking about her while she voluntary look elsewhere, she passed her hand in her hair in a cute way. while i was the only one who could notice it. Can still be a coincidence. @2016-09-21 I sitted right behind her and scented her smell all the ride. I am not limerent, it is just sweet to have a cutey to think about. Like i am forcing myself for heatlthy reason The windows was open and she constantly stair at it. I didnot looked at her the whole ride, only few time, I was listening FLAC version riped from vinyl of Sound Of Perseverance - Death. Eyes wide shut most of the part. I emerged while entering the industrial road. Notice the windows have been closed. And one hair mesh of her is falling down to her ankle. Like if she showed me how long are her hair. it made me miss my bus stop. Hair is definitely one of her main weapon. If she is seduction wise she use it only to seduce. And I am the only one alpha in the bus. I think that the toad is looking at me. That is hearthwarming. i is still possible that she want to be left alone. I noticed some symbol tatooed on her left hand. one T with loop on Major finger one arrow with cross line on little finder, something too on the ball of the hand i couldn see. Quick research, the arrow mean sagitarius, and the other is venus. The is in zodiac concept a love sign. tatooed on her left hand. celtic meaning of the left and is all about spirit while right hand is all about real thing. She is a romantic lover of the love concept by itself. She is spiritually driven. zodiac sign and left hand. @2016-09-21 What the hell. mm messaged me a buzzfeed about marmite and label people who eat it with spoon are "well and truly fucked up" It was directly targeted at me. cause she offered me a cup of marmite for my birthday. because this thing is so discusting that even ASDF movie cover it. it became a good joke. yesterday without any intend to flirt, i ate a quarter tea spoon of it. wake up i msg her that i did, making her laugh. today she send me this. This thing start representing a value between us. Its an unintentional flirt or a relation bonding object. I thing that just showing her the gift when she came will make her feel important. It is now subject to chat, we rarely chat, we did often lately. She was aware of what happened with justin. She was aware that i crushed her a little. I think a flirt is building. @2016-09-22 havent seen the toad on my way back yesterday, nor this morning. @2016-09-26 the toad mustlikely change schedule, i dont see her naymore i asked myelle to invite mm to spa, of course i had vivid threesome in my imagination but i dont think ill happen. just mindsturbation. But she agreed that is rude to have her drive us there, wait entire evening then bring us back. And we invited her. she partly accepted. her bf was with her, I started conversation with her, offering help with homework and her bf took the chat, then the conversation got nowhere. I know he is suspecting me to drag his gf. but in reality, he is loosing her by himself. And i think she is using me as bait for his attention. elyse said by observation that he dont love mm. that is harsh. @2016-09-27 27 is 9*9*9 or 3³ The toad is back. she dont just look at the window. sometime she look forward, she must have an awesome peripheral vision. she have another tatoo on her right arm , look like a knot. Do the inventory of your past opening. When you said that you were discusted of cigarette. it putted Sonya H. in a mood. I felt that she didnt like to be invalidated. She was a flirty girl, it could mean i wasnt invalidated for her. Jazz made explicit offer and grabed my ass. but shes gone anyway MM look at me with a beautyfull smile sometime, compliment me a lot and is a very good friend. Spend quality time with her. Devoted and gorgeous. E got really close to me and backed off. maybe i invalidated myself by opening Van, i just dont know, she is not flirty and talk a lot. We sometime feel like she is not with us. Dont know many girl. I always build a wall between me and woman. You have been completly closed while at school. Not even a crush or a mindsturbation object. You maybe noticed melissa but didnt get closer than "oh hi!" And said to friend that i like her. And that s all, nothing ever happened as overture. I teamed with girl on many course, and i dont remember anyone. Even woman who connected as good partnership. i forgot them. Only evolena but we were in different league. I only met elyse and keep her friendship. Its later that i had this for her. I work in a male dominant area. And its dangerous. I work with an older woman who is attractive and far too mature. But i would like that myelle become like her. spiritually. she is true. there is linda who is a young committed woman who enjoy thing. she is of aggreable compagny. but i dont think it will become dangerous. I worked with other woman in the past. get good synergy but rarely opened a romance. @2016-10-03 the toad is only here thuesday and wednesday. we are monday. the waiter ! never talked of her before, she is the cutey i looked at almost every morning. drink a coffee in a throw away cup and smoking a white filter cigarette. I noticed er before the limerence. She is thin, wear sexy outfit. like a waiters. blonde hairs, blue eyes. old, tired face show some riddle. today i smilled when she passed by, and she smilled with a beautyfull face, smile make her look younger, maybe she is just sad. It was really a thing not to be regarded as a freak when i show interest to woman. I will call her the waiter. One more thing, a really young woman look a lot in my direction, its scary a little, i hope she wont let love for a limerence on a out of league mature man. i wont go there. @2016-10-03 viral picture on the net, couple on the bed and signification, back to back - independance spooning - affectionate one bearded guy spooning the guy - the boyfriend is really close to pete bearded guy spooning the girl - girlfriend is too close to pete both sleeping on shoulder of bearded man - think got really wierd with pete mm said that pete is me. i answered whaaaat. answered : "invading bearded guy" #not the #not mean its not true, just to tackle you. but we also say "its a joke" when its not because we think he/she will get upset and take personally. I dont really know what to think. i told her to stay in the joke zone: "I know you get jealous when I grab your bf ass, but I swear we are just friend" this is almost as vague as she said. Last time me and alexis chatted on mm facebook and he said she i racist against catholic jew as joke, but im catolic and jew also mean circonsistion, it relate to me. Then it is maybe possible that there is a problem with me. I am paranoid of course i just passed through my life time deception. I feel appreciated when she is arround, it is maybe push pull relationship. the toad was in the bus as expected, and she seam to have looked in my direction while i passed by the waiter digged her through the crowd while embarquing bus, no time to have eye contact. @2016-10-05 waiter pass in front of me without looking, but i was not explicitly looking at her. the toad was sit by the farest window, i sit opposite, hidden by another woman so i dont creep her. once she get up, i looked at her sparingly, and maybe noticed that she looked at me while looking else where. i was racked, i did some exercise going down the bus, like a show off, she have so much makeup that she could like it. mm is at home, convinced her to stay with a marmitte chalenge, kid follow. I expect myself to not do anything. Dont be pete. @2016-10-06 the waiters had sun glasses. kid did marmite challenge and it was funny mm did it at same time as me and it was fun we talked a lot, she insisted that she will harass me with her nes asm project. once returned at drumon she chatted with me from the tim horton and confessed me what going on at home with her granpa her mother is an abusive controler and her grandfather is mean to her. i tried to confort her. she extended her feet under the table and it touched minie by accident, i removed mine by reflex and regretted after. it is still vague if there is an innocent flirt or simply friendship., friendship is there since long time ago, but is there more ? we chatted till midnight, i usually sleep a 10h30. it was worth the time. @2016-10-07 debuged linda with git problem, nice woman, cute. its was enjoyable. nothing more. only professionnal @2016-10-12 the toad, i was her from close today, still didnt manage to talk to her. she have a tatoo on the blade of the left hand, written syncerity and calligraphy. yesterday she has opened neck, saw that she have rose tree tattooed on her breast. no apparent piercing beyond standar good girl earl piece. I am very shy looking at her, i am not sure if she is shy or simply ignoring everyone she look classy because she were make up. but she were same outfil everyday her lumber hoodie have cat hair on it. she is into cat. listen music from mp3 player, never have the nose on a cell phone. work at pharmaprix i am not particularly interested, but looking forward in the love market make me feel better. Like i said , i have to recover my love life, take back control of it. by living a love life of my choice i will get some "control". maybe a good friend ahead. @2016-10-18 Every thuesday the is the toad in the bus. (every wednesday) She was sit on a two seat facing pair in the back of the bus. Her leg was extended to the bottom of the other seat, looking at the windows. I sit in front and opened my laptop then start writing my novel about "ellen" I had cue that she was looking at me from time to time and i smilled. While eyes are altered with make up, they are alway almost closed, rarely wide open. Always sexy look I miss my stop and she seem to have noticed it. She was looking in my direction, she always ignore any pressence. She had pointy nail painted gold today. She wore enough make up for halloween. :O) discusting but she is cute. her leg never backed off mine while i was sit very close. But they where not pointing at me. It was very enjoyable moment that make me want to talk to her. I can say that it is another very tall girl by judging the length of her leg. The waiter passed by at the same time as the bus passed. I wanted to start saying hello. @2016-10-25 The toad no glasses today, was not staring at the windows but looking forward, she was playing with her lips when i entered the bus. than i sitted far back when i got off the bus, she was playing with her hair and looked at me once out the bus. felt good to be noticed. make me want to talk to her. eyes lashes were very present, must have contact lense, her sight is really sexy, she is a seducer. @2016-10-26 saw the toad yesterday while going back home saw her this morning, still sky, but look forward a lot. close eyes a lot too. saw her again in the evening bus. she was exhausted. sitb two seat in front i sit and looked elsewhere. @2016-10-27 myelle told me that i is maybe not what i think with elyse. i feel sexy with my piercing. but while its inside . the only thjng that make me sexyer is that i feel sexy. @2016-10-28 chatted with mm in bus while going back home yesterday. ended conversation by getting out the bus and start running. she is behaving irrational with her boyfriend. and i put her back on track. i think she is the problem, she want something i cant give her, and still hope this will change. and is upset because it dont happen. she though he is not missing her while away, that is not true. we then talked about piercing. i was surprised that she had some preference. i dont even remeber if she had earing. We have even talked about what would be cute on her. and it was fun. @2016-10-31 saw her yesterday. talked a lot . about our lover, and about thing. exchanged lot of emotional talk. I looked more in the eye of myelle than her. She told me for a second time that she like me. And i responded "we all" like her. "have to understand that in french we have the same work for like and love" "but we say [je t'aime] more generally for love when considering opposite sex." "and we say "je t'aime bien" with a complement to emphasis friendship" "but she just said [je t'aime martin]" and stupidly i returned her the compliment at third person with complements, double friend emphasis. she is litterate and know all the subtility. juste keeping the door open to stay friend but giving cue about possible love. because you consider she have a crush on her girl best friends. And she said to her the same, but with complement 'no homo'. consider that maybe she already know she can feel for many people but only commit to one. like most of us. you are one of those whom she cant commit. you love her and she kind of love you. @2016-11-01 mm. there is a change in dynamic. she got closer. myelle told her that she is ok with me being closer to her as friend. she told me i am one of her close friend, she said i like you last sunday. we achieved the security of the friendzone. It could be flirt proof relationship. would be great. The toad was in the bus this morning. i didnot stared at her. i sit with her on my back wondering if she look at me secretly. @2016-11-03 day remote commuting yesterdar this morning the waiter passed by, look tired, more riddle than usual. not even seam to have looked in my direction. but at last moment when i was in her eye wide angle sight, i explicitly looked at her. just to show, i noticed you, i still like to look at you. some unknown girl looked at me with smile today. I helped a coworker today with web related questions. it was an agreable time. since we met in the bus, we are less intimidated to collaborate. or its because i look good now. i saw her struggle to be recognised equally among other. it is hard for her. no flirt, just compassion for someone who is far from their home. @2016-11-04 overthinking again. since i am handsome and nice to a woman. i cant help thinking that accidental touch and short eye gaze maybe meant something. i talk about thais, we had another charming talk this morning., it was good. she had make up. she was cheering about friday. off course we live for friday night. her posture and attitude is warmer. she is a lonely woman who is really social oriented. maybe she jsut search for friendship. passed by twice, smell good. but maybe . mm and i had lot of emotional talk. and also sex talk in laughter. we are maybe on the line of playfull flirt. i dont want to go farther but i just cant help but try to please her as much as possible. i am strongly attracted to that woman. I still dont want to create a dedicated file for her because i dont want to be serious about it since she have a boyfriend who i respect. she definitly told me "je t'aime" by purpose, the ambiguity is not hasard. though she is not well these time, she must be searching an escape plan. today there were the waiter who passed by straight without looking. she looked tired, older than usual. smoking a cigarette. @2016-11-07 last friday i've gone to the mall. And i felt interest for the clerk of a drug store who helped me finding violet de gentiane. she was in my personnal space, eye gaze and she helped my no one did in a drug store. it was sweet. then i passed to Le naturiste were a woman named laure entered my personal space looking me straign in the eye offering me help. I asked violet de gentiance, said she was sorry. i left after a short gaze. I returned , sorry again but what do you have again oral trush? And she helped me, asked lot of question about my life and even managed with asubscription to fetch my phone number and my name/age. Lot of looking in the eye, and a shared shyness. stayed very close to me the whole time even when a table separated us. her name is Laure. it was a good time. I want to return. with myelle sunday we gone to drugstore where i saw the black haired girl with asian looking whom i talked about her hair while waiting a bus pass. i told myelle whole story when she said that this girl was looking at me. the waiter passed by with sunglasses, not looked me at all. i think i reached the creepy level. mm spent the weekend with alexis so i didnt bothered her. I told her it was a god thing. sw linda this morning, was profesionnal and friendly. nothing here else her desire to prove herself in a world of man. Had helped thais for a little task. she is good with the web though. We are getting friendlyer. We shared an high-five at the end. She was happy. I can always exchange a little talk with her. its nice. a year ago she was cold and severe. now warm and friendly. about mm what i think i can find within mm. it is definitely not the same as with elyse. I am sexually attracted to her body. I am seduced by the image she show. She read a lot, knit, cook and organise social out time like no one. but inside i know that her mood swing match an emotional abuser and the two boyfriend i was show sign of mental abuse. she is a toxic person who vary her behavior according to whom she meet. the way she throwed her ex but waited until she find another crush show how unassumed she is. she is a coward who would rather cheat than confront her bf. despite this, she is likely to be a good mother and a good homecarer. She didnt hurt me yet and i dont let her do it. I have to consider the possibility that she is that kind of girl and consider that she may invite me into something. but i also assume she may just be an immature firend. if she move forward you, make sure to respect boundary. she must dump her bf before considering a romance with me. and she must respect our boundary. but she is definietly not the kind of girl you should be vulnerable too. she is more the kind of girl who would sexually free you from functional fidelity. Thing i like from mm, is a close ressemblance of what i remember from julie. but they are not alike. Julie is not like mm, and mm is not like julie. Julie didnt broke my hearth, i did. I saw mm break two mans. julie was a good girl, who didnt really had creative activity (i couldnt remember any). we watched movie together and did make out. we were only making out all day. its physical, mm look like physically like julie, also the gesture looked like it. @2016-11-08 no toad this morning saw the waiter. saw were she comme from. a red wine suv in a private parkning behindbthe bakery. it is not a waiter but a career accomolished woman. life is surprising. overthinking. i just though about the possibility of mm being a silent emotional abuser, its a turn off. think she may have cheated greg with alexis once then alexis have everything to fear when it come to trust. if she try to cheat alexis i will turn her off saying she loose value as a life mate doing this. it could explain why he was reluctant to engage with her. in this case i should help alexis get out of that relationship. and then i'll think about the possibility of an adventure with her. but clearly my interrest in mm is fading away. still sexual attraction. could let her blow me. or a threesome. @17:20 got offered a lift from thais. this is a move forward !, i declined saying im still 20 minutes left. @2016-11-11 the waiter is avoiding me, i look like a creep i know i had helped linda today and felt akward looking at her in the eyes. i gazed her one last time saying, have a nice weekend linda. I am maybe the only one who get benefit from this. @2016-11-15 It was the end of the story with elyse myelle and i are on a break marie know about justin. i should avoid marie for a while. i will go see the doctor today ans maybe a medication I should limit my flirt to stranger. @2016-12-14 had worked on nes asm with marie. once i was very close. seriously reading her screen. i felt the snell of sensuality. but it was maybe just me. @2016-12-13 her name is Valerie. She is the mother of Angie. She is a pro table gamer. She welcomed me into her house and talked to me a lot. She told me im an alpha when the dog yieled. She was staring me a lot and was very interested. She almost didnt let me leave. I think there were something. Kind of pretty like her daughter. I know she smoke and had Angie at 17. so she must me 30-31. She mentioned that she want to meet me and myelle. great interest. I had no problem adding her to my fap material. I know she have a tattoo but cant remember it. @2017-01-02 her name is veronique, not valerie. she waved me in an interessted gaze. i like that shy gaze. i like her. I felt elyse hair on my hand while holding myelle from behind. they are really close. I dont know what to think of elyse. I dont really like her anymore. @2017-01-07 myelle told me elyse was angry at me and also blocked me on facebook. it made me feel better. i understand i messed up everythibg. that maybe i just misinterpreted thing. i got myslef into somethi g. she is now unconfortable with me. i also noticed veronique form far away she waved at us and kickly climbed down stair. she is shy. that make me like her i allowed myslef to consider professional service like prostitute . less expansive than psy and xating site. i had a lot to think about lately. @2017-01-09 myelle asked me and elyse to reconcile. she still think i used her to hurt myelle she was angry at me for messing up her friendship with myelle she was unconfortable with me at the show. i have to write a sorry letter. i am not sure what to do