Log about event when more than one loved one is in the same room with you.
Polyamorous complexity

@2016-10-31
We can love more than one person at time, love is infinit, only time and money is finit. you can only commit to one in reality.
But you loved many person at the same time for all your life. But alwayrs commited to one.
Most of your chosen mate strayed while with you. Your current wife strayed more than she should always stayed committed to you.
You always had those wandering eyes and felt crush, masturbated to her friend, but always had that emotional wall with people you could love.
You can remember having two limerence at the same time. Melanie Gervais and Nadine Lance.
This diary is a log of your polyamorous journey. Like the flirt file who log all suspicious male-female interaction you have. This one is about feeling when two or more are in the same room.
The first log could be about Elyse who visited us 20 oct when my tongue was trying to heal with a too long barbel that hurted me some day later so i had to change it.
I was between two woman i loved, myelle and elyse, while affective with myelle i gave respectfull attention to elyse. because the flirt ended.
but still feel for her. but kind of compersif about her relationship in progress. And little suspicious about my friend tibo who is another candidate. But i have all reason to be compersis about it. he is poly.
She was blocking non-verbal channel until she saw me cuddling myelle, so she reopened, she wanted us to heal.
The second log is about mm who visited us oct 30, i was side with myelle cudlding her and gave some eye gaze to mm when she was talking.
i have to admit having checked what piercing look do to her. but it was a sincere demonstration of feeling i dont know i what i did is good. I think not.
I did it a lot to myelle too. maybe i practiced giving love to two woman. but i dont see myself being radically honest to myelle about it.
The truth is , i am getting closer, but there is a limit i cant cross is to /make/let her cheat on her BF.
Also i am willing to respect the veto and the boundary. But intend to reach the friendzone with mm.
I think i should establish rule here.
I should act the same alone as with myelle. according to boundary and veto. 
I should inform myelle of every sexual/flirt interact.
For now only playfull flirt is allowed. But avoid touch for the sake of seducing. only accidental is allowed.

2016-12-17

mariebcame over and we did asm together.
it was nice and we had good time.
myelle opened to polyamory. and said she maybe crush elyse too.
weird outcome
obce i was close to marie and she smelled good and was warm like a blush.

she wrote on a paper. 
for this i love you two from the bottom of my hearth.
it seam like a song. i search for it thougg pentatonix.but didnt find it yet.

myelle tell me she is akward with elyse.

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