we are now experiencing hysterical bonding. particulary from her.
good news is that we both want us to survive this.

its weird that she is the cheater and she is hystericaly bond with me.
but it started when i admited my limerence.

even though she fuckend her ex while bearibg my child, flirted online with afoot fetishist , got limerences. and definitely been emotionaly infidel with justin. she had her hearth broken by my limerence.

and al i did while that assert my fidelity because i didnt walked toward the othe woman.

she is just not assuming herself. she is dumb. just consider. one free flirt pass against all she did.

i enjoy the hysterical bonding we experience. i made consider threesome and maybe swinging.
so il be able the void all her treachery and have sex with many people like i fantasise.
and we will ger closer.


@2016-08-29
it become little problematic.
She dont let me my 3 hour per week freedom. She want to be part of my whole life.
She is training with my favorite videogame. listen to my music. let me impose a wierd old sci-fi movie that make your brain melt.
It's a mix of "I want to fix thing I broke" desperatly. She is fearing to loose me. She is aware i have the right to cheat her and she is paniquing.
She told me that 3 hours a week is too much. I told her not. 
And reminded her that she was gone with her flirt whole weekend, returning only while I sleep. Same for ALL evening in the week. And this for months.
We cried. She asked her, "are you ok?", replyed "the woman of my life cheated on me and flirted with another man!, NO I AM NOT OK!!!"

It's hard, but when i think about my wife, its only to remember that she cheat.
And to retrieve peace of mind, i browse dating site and think about elyse. I think a lot about her. And I think is mutual.