I am facing my cheatphobia and start accepting reality. WIP 2016, maybe finaly offer a threesome to my wife.
I understood that she cant really be faithfull if she dont have the choice.
She cant really love you if she cant love freely
she cant want to spend time with you if she cant spend time with other men
Same logic as the girl who search a boyfriend will not find love but a temporary companion, though still love can built out of an arrangment.
I learned in 2016 that cheating is not the end of the world, and only hurt MY ego.

I learned sophism and also how many time ive been fooled.

I learned my body limit and then I started become stronger every day. hypoglycemia

I ended my quest for a guilty and started being a good person. 2003
I learned the value of a good night of sleep. 2001
I successfully stop masturbate by thinking about familly relative before 2000.

I ended my shop stealing carreer in 1997.

I really opened a novel and rod it entirely in 1995. and I discovered Asimov K.Dick and C. Clark. First book were "Immortel en conserve"

I stoped my bed peeibg habit and started to care about my hygiene in 1993.
I winbed agaisn my fear of the cigarette. and never smoked one

I stoped whinning and learned to endure pain of any sort in 1992.

I began to grow a taste in music, 1990.