Many wouldnt mind having sex with a pornstar.
I do have one ethical problem with that[cockbrother].
But since I am not against two friends without lover making it and that Sharon and I spent lot of time together lately, It happened.

When we first met I hated her.
She was at a friend place were I stoped by and they made the presentation.
She had nothing to please me, her curly hair was clearly a perm, she was way to skinny, she had an artificial tint, she were a make up mask, she was smoking a cigaro. She was clear a beautiful girl for swag, cluber and douche.
Once overcomed that 10 second first sight jugement. I focused on being nice.
Then I stayed longer than I was supposed, and my friend left me alone with that barbie. We had a conversation and she first told me about her career. I was fascinated, I asked a lot of question about how she feel different working with her body compared to offer it to a lover, how her lover can withstand what she does when she worked.

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Three week later she were waking up under my sheet. She was alone and had a hell of a headache. I came and offered her a breakfast and some painkiller. She asked first were did i slept and the obvious answer was "the couch". Then she asked how she end up in my bed, then I told her we were drunk as shit and she fell in a coma, I carryed her in my bed, she is so skinny i had little to no difficulty bringing her to my room. Before event taking a sit of the coffee I brought or even relieve her headache with the painkiller I brought her, she lit a cig, again, and give me a disapointed look. To break the akwardness I offered a shower and a breakfast handling a clean towel.

I was a little irritated that she smoked in my bed and she doesnt seam to notice it. Will she was in the shower, I was about to replace the sheet on my bed but I though It would appear rude, why the hell I bother what a ashtraywithmakeup would think of me, I decided to wait until shes gone before. 
Once she got out of the bathroom, with a white towel arround the body under armpit hiding her breast and going down to her knee, i have only huge towel, like a dress and one twisted arround her air, She smelled good and she had no makeup at all, she was pretty to my eyes for the first time since I met her. - I took the liberty to wash your clothe if you didnt mind, by the next 40 youll be stick in that outfit. - its not unlike you havent see me naked before - i never - you havent watch my movies yet - shyness - would you mind watching them with me ? - im not ready for that - tell me went youll be.
and walked the all half naked to fetch her purse and lit another.

the rest of the morning was silent, we were both reading on the couch, i was close to the left arm she was far from the right arm, like if she wanted to be closer to me. a buzz notify me that her cloth are ready so i lifted my ass and fetched them left it on the right arm of the couch, she thanked but not seamed in a urge to go to the bathroom to dress up. and yet she was still smoking. 





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{cockbrother like being blood brother but with sex fluid, being cockbrother extend to sexual partner she had before you}

{sexandjob Sharon always speak fast, she can can elaborate a theory in word rate that challenge rapper. Once crossed the dangerous subject of her work and love she had the answer to that question 
Sharon : Love is Art , any love making affair is a artistic performance that both partner will keep for themselve in memory, but any artist can use their talent for advertising or any not giving a shit behavior, this artistic performance is thrown away like drawing scratch and tissues when you masturbate. Sometime your doing it with your earth , sonetime it is just for sonething else. but those impure performance cant in anyway remove anything important in the real thing.} 

{watchinghermovie Once I knew her I avoided falling on one of her movie, it was akward and unfair. At one step when the bed room were shared she offered me to watch all her filmography while having sex, she didnt know it was my first time with her movie. sometime she imitate her actor self on me. I mostly laugh.}

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I was droping her at the airport when she asked me the first question I askee her when we first met. How do you conceptualise "LOVE" ?
I told her that I was one of those old school romantic dreamer and I fantasise about fidelity, kid and dancing.
She laught reminding how awful dancer i am.
and before leaving the car at tha airdrome she tell me: when i will be close to be to old for the tv, I will retirer with enough money to raise a family without the need to woek, if you stillbhavent found a snowflake like you by that time, I will ask your hand and offer you what you are searching.
Watching her ass as she is disapear in the crowd I just realise that we were a couple for a quite long time without knowing. And she still didnt realised it.